it isn't a surprise
If I keep writing reviews and goals more than halfway into the week, it isn't a surprise how little I get done each week.
If I keep praying for more and not appreciating the infinite plenty I already have, it isn't a surprise I will never be happy no matter how much I have.
If I keep hoping for more opportunities to share what actually helps me, even with those closest to me, and I continue to keep accumulating wisdom and advice and sharing it with no one, it isn't a surprise people will move on with their lives.
If I keep shitting on myself and after getting catharsis and feeling I said something true, not actually learning and growing from my mistakes, it isn't a surprise I'll keep sinking deeper into a hell of my own creation.
goals for the remainder of the week:
support mama and lighten her load and brighten her day
support friends and family, enjoy the time we get together, share more of my sun with them
write a rough draft of next blog post
uber 40 hours, providing best service I can
finish and share square root website
appreciate and give thanks for all I have